I love me a good hashtag. It took a bit of convincing to get me on board for the #365feministselfie movement, but my friend Galit Breen as a way with words. The eye-rolls have been replaced, every day that has passed since the first one, with just the tiniest bit less bullshit and slightly more unapologeticness. Because that’s a word, right?
The ringleader of this little Love it Or Hate it project is Veronica Arreola and I’m thinking we’re gonna be hanging out lots at BlogHer14 in California this year. I happen to think anyone who can convince a bunch of random women — who for the most part don’t know each other – to plaster the selves our significant others don’t get to see until at least one good round of crazy sex has to be made of magic. Especially when you stop to consider how much work we put into getting naked to begin with, what with the perfectly applied makeup, hair that took hours to curl, and lingerie that cost way too much for the amount of time we actually spent wearing it before it got tossed to the floor … hell, you guys! I think it was six months of dating The Husband before I was comfortable enough to fart.
All this to say that I have issues and we all tend to keep up whatever appearances during our little courting periods before we stop trying so hard.
Maybe we start out with the bells and whistles. In my case, I wasn’t about to turn the camera on myself unless I didn’t look like shit. And by “look like shit”, I mean no bra, no make-up, no clever Instagram filters or photo editing…
I’ve seen some chatter here and there referring to the #365feministselfie as self-serving and a sad reality for feminism. Now, I want to make it clear that until very recently, I hadn’t even stopped to consider myself a feminist. But I guess writing columns about raising a self-respecting Chingona automatically got me in the club. And I’m okay with that. I figure I have to be if I’m announcing to the world my intention to encourage my little girl’s hell-raising ways.
I also want to make it crystal clear that there is nothing self-serving about this. I’m not posting selfies so you can tell me I’m pretty. Every one of us is taking our own journey throughout the coming year. We each came to it with a predetermined level of individual comfort and we will each have the comfort level challenged as we progress. There’s no way I’d have started off with a no-make-up-full-face-allergic-reaction, even if I instinctively knew my friends and readers would come to my ego’s rescue and tell me how brave and beautiful I am for sharing because that’s not the point.
It’s about dropping the facade, digging deep, letting go of our own self-judgement, and that defining moment when we hit that share button after taking one last big breath. After we pin it and hit publish and share and send on the singular images that, when when combined, reflect who we really are.
You can tell me I’m pretty. You can tell me I’m not.
I’m more interested in what I tell myself as I share that which I would normally hide.